Dysphoria

I can't leave the house without thinking about my deep fear
That my gender is a mystery to all those that are here
Even though I'm confident in myself and who I am
That just doesn't stop others from saying: Can I help you ma'am?

I don't want this cursed body anymore, please let me be normal
I just wish that I wasn't born this way, or maybe even at all
Maybe if I had been born right I wouldn't be so suicidal

Even if I could change my body, I would still feel this
Because I know that no matter what, I will never be cis
A real boy is the one thing that I know that I can't be
It just fucking sucks knowing that I'll never be the real me

I don't want this cursed body anymore, please let me be normal
I just wish that I wasn't born this way, or maybe even at all
Maybe if I had been born right I wouldn't be so suicidal