need you tonight

If you can hug me
Without suffocating me
Baby, you'll be the first to do this
Disappointing people is my best work
But I still keep trying to maintain my worth

You let me grow
Beneath your mistletoe
It was never about a kiss
Nothing happened

But sometimes I just need you tonight
Just to ask me if I'm doing right
But I know I'll have to lie
Stop the signs
Nothing will happen tonight
It's all black and white
For you and I
You and I

I don't know if I can fall in love again
After using up all my bones
We accept the love we think we deserve
But I don't care if I'm hurt

You let me grow
Beneath your mistletoe
It was never about a kiss
Nothing happened

But sometimes I just need you tonight
Just to ask me if I'm doing right
But I know I'll have to lie
Stop the signs
Nothing will happen tonight
It's all black and white
For you and I

Reflecting on all the things I regret
But I'm the one digging my own head
I'm digging my own grave
Throwing dirt in my face