Derangement

Derangement

Derangement

I'm sick of this self-awareness
I'm sick 自覚へask
I'm sick jikaku e ask
Overflowing with lies
溢れ返るlies
afurekaeru lies
Can you see it? These feelings
Can you see it? This feelings
Can you see it? This feelings
Coldly crashing in silence
冷たく打ち付けるquiet
tsumetaku uchitsukeru quiet

To you who gave everything to me
To you who gave all to me
To you who gave all to me
Will you trust me one more time?
Will you believe me once again?
Will you believe me once again?
This disease of mine
My this disease
My this disease
Before it destroys you
Before killing you
Before killing you
I want to reclaim those empty days
I want to take back blank days
I want to take back blank days

(Goofy state)
(Goofy state)
(Goofy state)
Self-hate
Self-hate
Self-hate
I fall into an endless loop
I fall in an infinite loop
i fall in an infinite loop
Silent, escapism, lies
Silent, escapism, lie
Silent, escapism, lie
Unchangeable rotten roots
Unchangeable rotten root
Unchangeable rotten root

To you who gave everything to me
To you who gave all to me
To you who gave all to me
Will you trust me one more time?
Will you believe me once again?
Will you believe me once again?
This disease of mine
My this disease
My this disease
Before it destroys you
Before killing you
Before killing you
I want to reclaim those empty days
I want to take back blank days
I want to take back blank days

Lost days never undone
Lost day never undone
Lost day never undone
They tear me apart
It undermines me
It undermines me
So you won't slip away
君を離さぬように
kimi wo hanasanu you ni
Lost days never undone
Lost day never undone
Lost day never undone
They tear me apart
It undermines me
It undermines me
Vanish before I destroy you
Disappear before killing you
Disappear before killing you
This (derangement)
This (derangement)
This (derangement)

To you who gave everything to me
To you who gave all to me
To you who gave all to me
Will you trust me one more time?
Will you believe me once again?
Will you believe me once again?
This disease of mine
My this disease
My this disease
Before it destroys you
Before killing you
Before killing you
I want to reclaim those empty days
I want to take back blank days
I want to take back blank days

(Goofy state)
(Goofy state)
(Goofy state)
Self-hate
Self-hate
Self-hate
I fall into an endless loop
I fall in an infinite loop
i fall in an infinite loop
Silent, escapism, lies
Silent, escapism, lie
Silent, escapism, lie
Unchangeable rotten roots
Unchangeable rotten root
Unchangeable rotten root

At the bottom of my decaying mind
Bottom of my decaying mind
Bottom of my decaying mind
The fact that you gave
The fact that you gave
the fact that you gave
The day of change
Day of the change
day of the change

Never forget it
Never forget it
Never forget it
The next loop means death
Next loop means death
Next loop means death

Lost days never undone
Lost day never undone
Lost day never undone
They tear me apart
It undermines me
It undermines me
So you won't slip away
君を離さぬように
kimi wo hanasanu you ni
Lost days never undone
Lost day never undone
Lost day never undone
They tear me apart
It undermines me
It undermines me
Vanish before I destroy you
Disappear before killing you
disappear before killing you
This [derangement]
This [derangement]
This [derangement]

Beyond the pain
痛みの向こうへ
itami no mukou e
I'll take you there
連れて行くよ
tsurete iku yo
I won't let go
離しはしない
hanashi wa shinai
Even if I turn to ash
そう 例えただの灰に成ろうとも
sou tatoe tada no hai ni narou tomo