Happy Sad

My dirty joy, my laden back
My will to live is under attack
I have the days when it comes easy
My blue eyed boy got show and tell
I need your laugh to make me well
No light is coming through my window

Gotta meet you face to face
Convince you that i'm not so strange
Just happy sad
I'm broken down
But i'm upbeat when you come around
I'm happy sad it and it comes easy to me
I'm never one or the other

You have knocked me off my track
One lap to go and now i'm last
You know i used to be so eager
Get up, get up, get out of bed
The brightest day that ever led
You know you make me want to try harder

Gotta meet you face to face
Convince you that i'm not so strange
Just happy sad
I'm broken down
But i'm upbeat when come around
I'm happy sad it and it comes easy to me
I'm never one or the other

My friends are few, but that's o.k
Cos when you're around it all just fades away
My sadder boy

I'm happy sad
I'm broken down
But i'm upbeat when you come around
I'm happy sad
And it comes easy to me
I'm never one or the other

The roads don't love you,
They still don't pretend to
The roads don't love you
They still don't pretend to
The roads don't love you
They still don't pretend to
The roads don't love you
The roads don't love you
They still don't pretend to
The roads don't love you