Only Ever Cry On Planes

I only ever cry on planes
It's not a fear of flying and it's not because I'm running away
You're detached, you're alone
Does anyone else feel sick of home
And homesick all on the same day?

Even when it's melancholic, it's always cinematic
Above the clouds, above the rain
Don't know why (I don't know why)
I'll never be able to explain (I can't explain)
I only ever cry on planes

I get drunk a little faster, movie endings hit me harder
Every other song makes my heart ache
I follow sunsets to surrender, fall in love with strangers
Head's full of words I never meant and ones I never care to say

I check my phone but it's only got pictures of yesterday
And that's when it hits, yeah, I'm sick of home
And homesick all on the same day

Even when it's melancholic, it's always cinematic
When I land it doesn't feel the same
Don't know why (I don't know why)
I'll never be able to explain (I can't explain)
I only ever cry on planes