Saturdays

Cold rain
Dripping on my face
This month's so fucked up especially saturdays
Lost in my thoughts I don't know what I want
A drunk fuck ill be better on my own

I have no character
Even when I thought I could go in living here
Nothing changed about who I really am
I wasnt trying to get stronger or trying to make things better
That was a lie I was just striking an obvious pose
To justify myself to say that I was trying my best

Cold rain
Dripping on my face
This month's so fucked up especially saturdays
Lost in my thoughts I don't know what I want
A drunk fuck ill be better on my own

Don't know what you're worrying about baby
I've been a motherfucker lately
You shoulda know that soon ill be gone because my mind is going crazy
Got nowhere to go
I'm feeling low
I've been lonely but I don't need any hoes
Yeah I'm turning cold don't call me no more
I will text you back when I'm drunk at my home
I'm so lost can't find myself
Fuck with hoes it doesn't help
No one ever fucking cares
Send me love when ill be dead
Lay the flowers on my grave
It was fucked up Saturday
I don't feel like I'm myself
But I don't need any help

I'm just a small cowardly filthy piece of trash
Whos always worried about how others see me
How theyll accept or judge me and nothing
Nothing about me has changed, I've known it since the very beginning
Cold rain
Dripping on my face
This month's so fucked up especially saturdays
Lost in my thoughts I don't know what I want
A drunk fuck ill be better on my own