Cyanide

You keep on making this hard
I'm not fit to play this part
And I can't put this all to waste
I'm trying to be open

And I know I'm not okay
All these tears have filled this lake
Frozen up with our mistakes
Ice smashed but you still taste the

Cyanide
That you kissed
On my cherry stained lips
Oh, it drips

I wish that I could've let you move on
After this
After this

But how do I let you go
How do I let you know
I'll just let you down
Down

Oh, no, no

I know that it hurts my soul
But I'm just full of pain that grows
I'll just let you down
Down

You try to fix me
Say it will work
You try to convince me
But it's gonna hurt

Taking chapters out our past
Choosing ways to make it last
Don't give up that's all you ask
I'm back to where I started

I won't make another round
It's like I wanna let you down
Empty words and all my doubts
Just seem to linger like the

Cyanide
That you kissed
On my cherry stained lips
Oh, it drips (it drips)

I wish that I could've let you move on
After this
After this

But how do I let you go
How do I let you know
I'll just let you down
Down

Oh, no, no

I know that it hurts my soul
But I'm just full of pain that grows
I'll just let you down
Down
Down
Down

Don't be fooled
I'm just one of your illusions
Was this real
Or was this all just illusion

Did what's done
And now we've had it proven
Another time
Another live

You try to fix me
Say it will work
You try to convince me
But it's gonna hurt