Half As Much

I don't know
Where to start
On the edge of just falling apart
Now it's 2am, on my own again
What a tradgedy
Who am I
To decide
Who you keep next to you by your side
But its killing me, did it have to be
Right in front of me

Was it viscious intent?
Are you thick in the head?
It hurt so bad, you were all I had

So if it's her that you want
Why did you kiss me and say I was the one?
Then tell me you miss when it's her that you want
And it's her that you miss
And it's her waking up in your house getting dressed
So don't you dare try and make out I'm bitter
It hurts like hell that it will never be me
If it's her that you want
And her that you need
I hope you mean half as much to her
As you did to me

I regret
Every night
That I gave you a piece of my body
Were you thinking of her when
You were on me
Can't believe I didn't see you didn't want me

You were playing pretend, I was her silhouette
It hurts so bad, you were all I had

So if it's her that you want
Why did you kiss me and say I was the one?
Then tell me you miss when it's her that you want
And it's her that you miss
And it's her waking up in your house getting dressed
So don't you dare try and make out I'm bitter
It hurts like hell that it will never be me
If it's her that you want
And her that you need
I hope you mean half as much to her
As you did to me

Oh, oh
You were right there in front of me
Oh, oh
With her hands on your body
Oh, oh
I hate how you look happy
And I can't bare to watch
But I can barely look away

So if it's her that you want
Why did you kiss me and say I was the one?
Then tell me you miss when it's her that you want
And it's her that you miss
And it's her waking up in your house getting dressed
So don't you dare try and make out I'm bitter
It hurts like hell that it will never be me
If it's her that you want
And her that you need
I hope you mean half as much to her
As you did to me