Star crossed

Being a star's like being a junkie
You ain't got the needle but you
still have the monkey
Living your life from show to show
If it's day or night you don't even know

Friends ask why you do it
X-friends think that you blew it
They don't think you have a care
They don't know what it's like up there

Star crossed, you lose
Star crossed, you chose
Star crossed, make me a star
Star crossed, fall down in a bar
Star crossed [4x]

Have to take drugs to get up or down
No mind control, be pushed around
I can't believe this state I'm in
Could life be clear through a bottle of gin?