Letting Me Down

I can't fall asleep, my mind is running wild
I replayed the moments, and I still can't figure out
What I did to make you run away, or why you cut me off
I had some belief, I was in denial
The more that I was hoping
The more that I had doubts
I don't believe a word you say
It was the same as it is now

You know I play it cool
But on the inside I'm dying
You might say some things
But I know deep down you're lying

And I got burned like a cigarette, when those words left your mouth
And I can't escape your silhouette, it follows me around
Oh, I thought I let it go by now, but you just keep on letting me down
Sometimes I wonder if you still regret the things you said out loud
Those memories that I can't forget, that I buried in the ground
Oh, I thought I'd let it go by now
But you just keep on letting me down

I lost track of time, but I know it's been a while
I'm not sure how forever turned to kicking me on out
Yeah, maybe it was all my fault, but honestly, I doubt

You know I play it cool
But on the inside, I'm dying
You might say some things
But I know deep down you're lying

And I got burned like a cigarette, when those words left your mouth
And I can't escape your silhouette, it follows me around
Oh, I thought I let it go by now, but you just keep on letting me down
Sometimes I wonder if you still regret the things you said out loud
Those memories that I can't forget, that I buried in the ground
Oh, I thought I'd let it go by now
But you just keep on letting me down