Thoughts Of The Past

Left my life to respectable people
To live in this unmarked grave
Sentence - Sentence myself
Sentence myself to curse at you
Death from life is my curse
Why is my mistake of fate
Always etched on my headstone
Is your slate that clean?
Well I never doubted you
Are answered questions
Well I never lied to you
But you cut my throat
Watch me bleed

Killing myself - Killing
Impaled at birth
Impaled at birth to create my pain
Justifying
Justifying myself to all days
And nights of endless stares
The gaze of a blind man
Sin not
Just a word
Void

I cleanse myself
To drain you out of me
End of existence
End of gun a man no plan

Killing myself - Killing
To live
Killing - to live