Old Habits

I am what you didn't want me to be
But I gave you everything, even when it was hard
We used to share our secrets
And it seems I'll never be able to forget our old habits

She's so much younger, it seems she can't understand you
It's all a foolish teenage crush
You knew I liked it, and why did you give it to her?
It could only leave me lost

You saw how this would end, and you didn't protect me
Our old habits weren't fulfilled
And when everything falls into place, I'll be different
Because that's what everyone wants from me

Our friends used to say we lived trapped
And I said it was to protect us from the world
But they didn't know it affected me in every way
They haven't seen me in weeks, and now it's so blue

I saw how this would end, and I didn't protect myself
Our old habits are dying
And when everything falls into place, you may have changed
Because that's what I want from you

I love cuddling you on the darkest nights intense
I ran away from my problems to save you from the world
But fuck it, it was all for nothing, I was hopelessly crazy about you
(Crazy about you) (crazy about you) (crazy about you)