Split Reflection

Drowning in my blood
I felt the air leave from my chest
My final seconds, my fleeting moments
Etched into my split reflection

Should I feel so distant
Should I feel so far from myself
Just a breath in sea of mist let dejection grip my neck

I'm sick of waiting to feel
I'm so sick of feeling nothing at all
Held by pain and sorrow, lost time can't get today back tomorrow

Should I feel so distant
Should I feel so far from myself
Just a breath in sea of mist let dejection grip my neck

It takes everything just to be
While the devil stands laughing at me
The lens bends everything I see
Set fire to the memories

This wretched air
I can feel it burning in my chest
I can feel it torching my skin

My struggle doesn't exist on the surface
The lens bends perception
I could never get sick of serenity if I've lost my connection

Should I feel so distant
Should I feel so far from myself
Just a breath in a sea of mist let dejection grip my neck

This wretched air
I can feel it burning in my chest
I can feel it torching my skin

I'm sick of waiting to go
Leading me like a lamb to slaughter
Drowning in my blood
Let my angel descend when I call for her

Should I feel so distant
Should I feel so far from myself
Just a breath in a sea of mist let dejection grip my neck

I looked for God
I found nothing but rain

This wretched air
I can feel it burning in my chest
I can feel it torching my skin

Let me go for a second
Deviate to suppress my pain
I looked for God
I found nothing but rain