Rubra

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Rubra

God, oh God,
神様神様
kami-sama kami-sama
Please just end it now.
お願いもう殺して
onegai mō koroshite
This heart that almost died has already lost its chance to live.
死に損ねた心はもう生き損ねたの
shini sokoneta kokoro wa mō iki sokoneta no

With nowhere to go, the pure white snow covers everything.
帰る当てもない真っ白な雪化粧
kaeru ate mo nai masshiro na yukigesho
I lost my right leg after being devoured by you.
貴方に喰べられて右脚を失くしたの
anata ni taberarete migi ashi wo nakushita no

Look, it’s time to sleep,
ほら、もうおやすみ
hora, mō oyasumi
With my eyes wide open.
見開いた瞳
mihiraita hitomi
I just want to sleep in the warmth of Mom's handkerchief.
暖かいママの手布で眠りたい
atatakai mama no teburu de nemuritai

Happiness always comes with a catch,
倖せ振り向くとお決まりが付いてくる
shiawase furimuku to okimari ga tsuite kuru
So I look back, remembering the past.
だから後ろ向きなまま過去を思い出す
dakara ushiromuki na mama kako wo omoidasu

Tomorrow, the day after, and beyond,
明日も明後日もその先もきっと
ashita mo asatte mo sono saki mo kitto
I ask myself, "Am I happy?"
変われない私に問う「倖せですか？」
kawaranai watashi ni tou \"shiawase desu ka\"

Mom's white hood, a keepsake, turned blood red that night.
ママの形見の白頭巾はあの夜に真っ紅に染まってしまったの
mama no katami no shiro zukin wa ano yoru ni makka ni somatte shimatta no
After selling my misfortune, someone called out to me,
不倖を売り終えて声掛けられた
fukō wo uri oete koe kakerareta
"Were you having a bad dream? Come here, it’s okay."
「悪い夢を視てたの？ほら、こちらおいで」
warui yume wo miteta no? hora, kochira oide

On a night with swirling powdery snow,
粉雪の舞う夜
konayuki no mau yoru
There are three footprints.
足跡は三つ
ashiato wa mittsu
In this picture of happiness, I can’t be found.
幸せの絵に見当たらない私に
shiawase no e ni miataranai watashi ni

You were just so warm,
貴方はただただ暖かかったけど
anata wa tada tada atatakakatta kedo
But "gentle lies were the beginning of my fear."
「優しい嘘が恐怖の始まりでした」
yasashii uso ga kyōfu no hajimari deshita