Living A Lie

A thousand winters had passed
The same questions I still ask
Will I find myself within
Am I lost for eternity?

I threw away what’s left of me
Is this what you’ve hoped me to be?
Here alone, so restless
Hidden from you I'm helpless

Standing on the edge
Leaning over the thoughts in my head
Slowly they fade like a withered sedge
I break apart, consuming me as I bled

I closed my eyes
Felt the time passing by
While the cold air embraces me
Screaming alone I cried

Am I alive?
Am I dead from inside?
Tell me, is this my life?
Am I living a lie?
Ooh

An endless river of cries
They echo within my mind
I kept them hidden from sight
Masked behind these smiles of mine

The memories I left behind
A piece of me, I want to find
Here alone, so restless
Hidden from you I’m helpless

Standing on the edge
Leaning over the thoughts in my head
Slowly I fade like a withered sedge
I breath a sigh, will the lies ever end?

I closed my eyes
As I search for a light
While the days passes by my life
Screaming alone I cried

Am I alive?
Am I dead from inside?
Tell me, is this my life?
Am I living a lie?
Ooh

I closed my eyes
Felt the time passing by
While the cold air embraces me
Screaming alone I cried

Am I alive?
Am I dead from inside?
Tell me, is this my life?
Am I living a lie?
Ooh