Can't believe the things that I have turned to, turned to
Shame, pain, in the darkness, oh it haunts you, haunts you
Finding too much comfort in the darkness, heartless
And now even the sunrises feel dangerous, I hate this

I can't sleep
I can't breath

'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself
Oh why, I've been burning up in my hell

My heart's cold, all alone
Fear this harm feels like home
These old bones, don't you know
Fragile and frail
'Cause I can't
Can't believe the things that I have turned to, turned to
Shame, pain, in the darkness, oh it haunts you, haunts you

'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself
Oh why, I've been burning up in my hell
I don't yet know, is this the end of my road
'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself
In the dark
When my head and lights are low
Don't you dare leave me alone
Only then is when I know
My heart has broke

Can't believe the things that I have turned to, turned to
Shame, pain, in the darkness, oh it haunts you, haunts you
N the dark
Where I give up all control
In the dark
Have I given up my soul

'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself
Oh why, I've been burning up in my hell
I don't yet know, is this the end of my road
'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself
I don't want to end myself
I'm terrified of myself
I just want to love myself