Laying Down the Wreaths

Dead!
I’ve been dead to this world all these while
What has this world got to offer me?
Just a stone for my wreaths
Just a stare for my pleas!
Solace are pleasures,
For the one that’s once of light
But for one sin I was cast down
Deep into the flames that he promised me

Me, I’m the damned one, for that one fool
I became this, and for one wish
I would lead you into hell
Where there’s nothing but my pain
Sometimes I wonder,
Whether it’s worth it
To live, my life, like I wanted
And unlike the way that they wanted it

It now tears me, from within
Conflicting thoughts and lost dreams
And like flowers on the grave
I am rotting for the dead…