To Grow

Well the raindrops on my glasses just serve as a reminder of the miserable gray settling over rhode island,
And taking up a permanent residence in my bones,
And making it impossible to stand on my own.

The dark circles under my eyes carry the weight of everywhere i’ve been
And the things i never want to go through again

Get me out of here
If this is my home, why do i feel so alone?
Somebody show me what it means to grow

Well i’m losing sleep by the hour,
Thinking i’ll never be happy here again
Everything and everyone just gets in my way
Someone tell me what’s keeping me here or making me stay
I pray that i escape tonight, and that it’s not too late for me

It gets to the point where i don’t want to wake up at all

Get me out of here
If this is my home, why do i feel so alone?
Somebody show me what it means to grow

For all the bad surrounding us, i promise that there’s good
Just look a little harder, just look through all the bullshit
Though at times i may feel like i am all alone,
Things really aren’t so bad, and this will always be my home