Jaded

I wonder what you might be telling people
Was I a liar and did I betray you?
A friendship ring made of strings
Stuck to my hands and knees
You tied the knot so tight I couldn't undo it
Was that your intention?
What was your intention?

I'm glad we've drifted away from each other
And I'm glad that I know my worth
But I got so lost in the hands of a stranger
You don't understand your own words

I wonder if you ever realize it
Your views are just too harsh for me to get it
You hate a lot and I got caught
In being sad 'cause you'd get mad
If I walked away and I'd never say
That you were wrong, it's not okay
Was I a friend or just a piece
That you'd use? Did you use me?
Did I make you look good? Was it just nice
To have a girl by your side?

I'm glad we've drifted away from each other
And I'm glad that I know my worth
But I got so lost in the hands of a stranger
You don't understand your own words
And you tried to take it all down
God, I'm so sick of it now
You made me jaded about every goddamn thing
You'd get so angry so quickly
When did you ever fight for me?
What kind of friend lets me sink?

I'm glad we've drifted away from each other
And I'm glad that I know my worth
But I got so lost in the hands of a stranger
You don't understand your own words
And you tried to take it all down
God, I'm so sick of it now
You made me jaded about every goddamn thing
You'd get so angry so quickly
When did you ever fight for me?
What kind of friend lets me sink?

You made me jaded about every goddamn thing