....Letters to Them

Every day my mind insists on dying who heals the one who heals?
This pain is torturing me suffocating, I don't know how long
I can last

I failed, I couldn't heal I gave in, it consumed me
My fears become real I let my faith abandon me

I can't just run away
I'm sorry for the mistakes
I made I know, I promised to change, these ghosts insist on staying

I looked in the mirror and didn't recognize myself
People were too busy to listen to me
A new wasted day
Don't you have anything to tell me?

I failed, I couldn't heal
I gave in, it consumed me
My fears become real I let my faith abandon me

Oh God, tell me what did I do to deserve all this torment?
With each step I distance myself from reality
I'm tired of all this
And few care
This isn't about attention, it's just that the pain really exists

I can't just run away
I'm sorry for the mistakes I made
I know, I promised to change, these ghosts insist on staying