As a Dream

Sleeping off the guilt from the night before
My brother said ‘give it time, give it time'
I know you say you don’t need me anymore
So why do you let me into you mind?

One step forward, two steps back
And I stepped in your psycho trap
I'm caught down wind from your perfume
I thought I got away but it takes me back

I tell myself we'd never be
But didn’t have the guts to leave
A nightmare disguised as a dream
Left my heart to bleed
I tell myself we'd never bе
But didn't have the guts to leavе
A nightmare disguised as a dream
Left my heart to bleed

You laughing now cause I'm not over you
Picture by my bedside cause I can't let go of you
You exist where anxiety runs
The nights are cold but the days don't need this drug

One step forward, two steps back
And I stepped in your psycho trap
I'm caught down wind from your perfume
I thought I got away but it takes me back

(I'm so stupid!)

I tell myself we’d never be
But didn’t have the guts to leave
A nightmare disguised as a dream
Left my heart to bleed
I tell myself we'd never be
But didn’t have the guts to leave
A nightmare disguised as a dream
Left my heart to bleed

Things just aren't what I'm used to
You left me with the scare tissue
And it rips up when I miss you
And I can't tie it up again

(I'm so stupid!)

I tell myself we'd never be, but didn't have the guts to leave
A nightmare disguised as a dream left my heart to bleed
I tell myself we'd never be
But didn't have the guts to leave
A nightmare disguised as a dream
Left my heart to bleed