Decembers

Let's try to remember these days back in December.
Our lives were very different, I was lonely when we first met.
A small upstairs apartment, driving through the darkness
To get back home before they knew you were even gone.

You don't have to speak because I can hear your heartbeat.
Fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink.
You don't have to cover up how you feel when you're in love.
I always know I'm not enough to even make you think.

Please slow down girl.
We're moving way too fast for their world.
We've gotta make this last.

I miss you so much, a self inflicted comma
The days drag on like marathons,
I'm running with barefeet.
And when I feel the stress, I'm lonely and depressed.
I picture you in the dress
You wore four weeks ago.

You don't have to speak because I can hear your heartbeat.
Fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink.
You don't have to cover up how you feel when you're in love.
I always know I'm not enough to even make you think.

Please slow down girl.
We're moving way too fast for their world.
We've gotta make this last.
I know it hurts to feel so all alone.
I'm by myself, more than you could know.

If only they were all alone,
They were all alone...