Nausea

Thrown away everything
challenged hope, challenged fate
fuck the world, fuck my place
like it matters
point your fingers at me,
contest my integrity,
question my honesty,
don't even try it
feed your life to someone who cares
nothing, no one, do it myself
one fist in the gold,
one foot in the grave,
one fist in your face,
destroying

so sick of believing
feels like i'm eating myself alive
so sick of, existing
feels like i'm dying
feels like i'm eating myself alive

never asked for a thing,
made myself, made my way,
on my own, trustworthy

i've never strayed
my drive is fueled from the core,
opened mind closed the door
confidence to the bone,
to the marrow
feed your life to someone who cares
nothing, no one, do it myself

one fist in the gold,
one foot in the grave,
one fist in your face,
destroying

so sick of believing
feels like i'm eating myself alive
so sick of existing
feels like i'm dying
feels like i'm eating myself alive

cleanse me, to wash away, drowning myself,
drowning myself in the waves
cleanse me, to wash away, drowning myself,
drowning myself in the waves

so sick of believing,
feels like i'm eating myself alive
so sick of, existing
feels like i'm dying
feels like i'm eating myself alive