Maybe

I love like I do not have brakes
Heart open, no escape
Red flags show up, I look away
Hold on tight, it all breaks
You say you care but you drift away
I feel you fading day by day
I stand up even when I break
Smile through more than I can take

The more I give
The less I feel inside
Every time I try to save you
I lose a piece of mine

Why is it always me who bleeds
Why am I always the one to sleep
Why is it always me who bleeds
I give it all and then you leave
Maybe I love too deep
Maybe I do too much
Maybe I care too hard
Maybe I'm just too much

I memorize the way you change
You turn cold, say I'm to blame
Red flags show up, I turn away
Tell myself it won't unfold
I build futures in my head
You forget the words you said
I call it hope, it feels like fear
Still I keep you near

It's always me in the end
You wouldn't notice if I disappeared

Why is it always me who bleeds
Why am I always the one to sleep
Why is it always me who bleeds
I give it all and then you leave
Maybe I love too deep
Maybe I do too much
Maybe I care too hard
Maybe I'm just too much

The more I give
The more I disappear
Every time I try to hold on
You are never here
Why is it always like this
You take it all, then you leave
Why does it always feel like this
I'm the one left incomplete

Maybe you loved enough
Just not enough for us
Maybe you cared too hard
Not for me
Maybe I am not broken
Maybe I just love wrong
Maybe I was strong too long