Never Really Left You

I have no excuse
But I'm sorry every way
I didn't speak true
Those words
My heart just couldn't say

I'm out of your life
I left you alone
I walked through that door
You kept open
For me to come back home

After all of those years
You're still in my tears

No, I never really left you
I never realized you've gone
Wish I were a little stronger
To find my way back home

Baby I'm weak
I'm just a fool
And I don't know myself
Well enough to know
That I meant so much to you

I miss that you're there
Your love and your care
Your taste and our waste
Of good times
I just couldn't find them anywhere

Only seems like a little while
But you're still in my smile

No, I never really left you
I never realized you've gone
Wish I were a little stronger
To find my way back home

And I feel a little blue whenever I think of you
Had the happiest times when you were around
And I often wonder: Why?
When we even stopped to try lifting up our love on the safe ground
Sometimes I don't even know if this way I wanna go
If it's not leading me straight back to your arms
Will there be another dance for a lasting dance?

No, I never really left you
I never realized you've gone
Wish I were a little stronger
To find my way back home