I see the distance
The road is long, and it's so far
It's so frustrating
But I must go and get that now

I'm thinking forward and I know
It's what I must do, for them all
I cannot let them down cause they believe in me

I can't believe my eyes
Can't tell if this is real or not
I'm paralyzed
Just thinking of the let down that I am

Help me, help me understand
How dare, how dare you tear us all apart?

My irresponsibility has taken everything from me
A burden on the ones I love, it's all they ever see
I can't look them in the eyes and see the damage I've done

Hate to tell you I can't make things better now
Better now
Will they ever forgive me?

Sorry but there is no going back
No, there is no going back

Help me, help me understand
How dare, how dare you tear us all apart?
How dare you tear us all apart?

You broke the only home I had
You were the monster in my head
You are the reason I'm alone

And if I die tonight you won't find me
And if I die tonight I'll be set free
And if I die tonight you won't find me
I can't be your everything

And if I die tonight I'll be set free
I can be your only dream
And if I die tonight you won't find me
I'll provide you all you need

And if I die tonight I'll be set free
How was I supposed to know?
And if I die tonight, you won't find, won't find me
And if I die tonight, I will be set free

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