REMINDER

Still can feel the bitter taste you left in my mouth.
Like rotten teeth, sweet little reminder.
Should have fought you when it was time.
A swollen tongue, thick and dry, a constantly thirsty heart. A burning throat won't let me sleep at night.
Heavy limbs pin me down, can't even stretch my arms.
Fell like captured in my own mind. I'm not the one you used to know. You're looking for someone from some fucking ten years ago. Relationshit: how can people really think that you still can love and respect them after all they've done to you? You can't take advantage of somebody else's feelings and than after a while think that everything can be just fine again.