Cry Or Cum

Everything ends so quietly
so cold and shadowless
We put on fake faces,
no one sees our shame
This is real, real pain

I'm here to abuse - I'm here to confuse
I'm here to amuse you so
look in my face - hide behind your wall
It's been a good day after all

I learn to hate myself every day
- told to cry or cum
I'll lick your heels till my mouth bleeds
Maybe you'll kick me some

Chorus

Left them both in stranger's hands
Not a clue of what's humane
Came running back out
to tell me a secret
Closed my eyes and
turned the other way

Chorus