Wait, What?

Well, good God damn
I said out loud
(But to myself, no one else is around)
And now I'm compelled toward self-interrogations
Or maybe personal progression through new informations

Go ahead he said
Answer your own questions now
Like when is enough ever gonna be enough?
I also remember him saying
You may find yourself still starring
Down your mirror's throat for answers
As hard to find as this voice is getting rough

And I said (trying to be hard)
My heart muscles are too tough
He just laughed lightly and said
Well, how long must one go on playing
The worst versions of themselves?
Well, a good friend of mine told me that it's
It's until one goes off