Summer 03

Again, stuck scanning that picture of me
Summer 03, thirteen, no job, no rules
No sex, no ex but self-esteem instead
Now, look at me
Sad, down for anything

No one can possibly miss like I do
Miss the everyday life, school in 02
When I'm thinking about these
Last two wasted years

Again, comparing thirteen-year-old me
The young and free
With what I've turned out to be may
Sound like I've lost it mentally

How many days until
I'm passed this phase
I won't make the same mistakes again

I was never the one who tried
To erase my memory
But that was before my mind
Got tired of misery

I was never the one who tried
To erase my memory
But that was before my mind
Got tired of misery

I was always the one who knew
What choices were the right for me
But that was before my life
Got beaten by anxiety

What's next?
What's waiting for me
To fall down to the ground?

I was always the one who knew
What choices were the right for me
But that was before my life
Got beaten by anxiety

I will hate myself for doing this