Swap God(s)

Awake in the throat of fire
Hollowness fused into the soil like corpses
Time stands still
Choking on despair

Let this breath be my last
Let all my nerves finally come undone
Let the final wound be deep
Let the quiet dark cradle me to sleep

I am both the mere architect and the collapse
The prayer and the relapse
Harbinger of grief
Starving for the silence
Begging for relief

A chorus of flies buzzing in my skull
They whisper what I already know
That I do not belong in this flesh
That I should become the nothing I feel

I pray that you can finally see
Oblivion take me where I'm meant to be

Set me free
Let the dirt rise to swallow me

I am both the mere architect and the collapse
The prayer and the relapse
Harbinger of grief
Starving for the silence
Begging for relief

I scream into the throat of the void, and it spits back at me

The war inside my chest has ceased, I must be freed
Voices circle
They speak of endings
Dialect of ruin
Peace through oblivion

A chorus of flies buzzing in my skull
They whisper what I already know
That I don't belong in this flesh
That I should become the nothing I feel

Set me free
Let the dirt rise to swallow me
Set me free
Let the dirt rise to swallow me

No more dragging this cold dead body

No more of dragging this empty hollow shell
My shadow drips behind me
Every step bleeds
Numb with the weight of existence
My face drips crimson while the earth opens wide
Yawning for my final surrender

I've stared too long into the flame
I've accepted I'll never be the same
The stillness is crushing
Silent like catacombs
I'll find you in the dark
My everything
I'm coming home

I'm coming home

No pain, just your warmth and mine
Together again, outside of time

Curse my name
I'll walk the through fire, I'll drown in the flame
For one last touch, your weight on my chest
I'll gladly walk hand in hand with infinite death

I'll bleed through the veil just to see you run across the sand of a perfect setting Sun
If death is a door, I'll carve it in stone
To follow the howl that finally leads me home

Let this breath be my last
Let all my nerves finally come undone
Let the final wound be deep
Let the quiet dark cradle me to sleep

I am both the mere architect and the collapse
The prayer and the relapse
Harbinger of grief
Starving for the silence
Begging for relief

Set me free
Let the dirt rise to swallow me
Set me free
Let the dirt rise to swallow me

I pray that you can finally see
I'm coming home
My everything
I don't belong
In a world where your heartbeat is gone

My face drips crimson while the earth opens wide
Accepting my final surrender
I am home