two years too late

Your name lights up my phone, it's early
I let it ring 'cause I don't have the energy to lie
So I push us to the back of my mind, mmm

I told myself that I, I would tell you
I'm stuck in two minds, 'cause darling I love you
But it's not that simple
God, I wish I had the strength to let you go

But what if I change my mind?
What if all of a sudden I find
That the life I made here without you isn't the same?
What if you go and get married
And it turns out he makes you happy?
And you finally feel so adored
And I'm two years too late to be yours

Your eyes meet mine, happy to see me
But you wouldn't be if you knew the feelings that I
I hide beneath my smile, they've been there for a while
The more that time flies, the more they build inside me

I told myself that I, I would tell you
I'm stuck in two minds, 'cause darling I love you
But it's not that simple
God, I wish I had the strength to let you go

But what if I change my mind?
What if all of a sudden I find
That the life I made here without you isn't the same?
What if you go and get married
And it turns out he makes you happy?
And you finally feel so adored
And I'm two years too late to be
Yours, yours, yours (Too late to be)
Yours, yours, yours (Too late to be yours)

And I'd have to live knowing that this didn't have to end like it did
I'd have to lie, tell everyone I, didn't need you in my life
I've played it out in my mind, almost a million times
It ends the same, I never changed

So what if I change my mind?
What if all of a sudden I find
That the life I made here without you isn't the same?
What if you go and get married
And it turns out he makes you happy?
And you finally feel so adored
And I'm two years too late to be