El Monstruo de Mi Espejo

The Monster in My Mirror

El Monstruo de Mi Espejo

While you were playing with me, my heart was so hurtMientras jugabas conmigo, mi corazón tan dolido
I want to give you your punishment, I will not stop my pathQuiero darte tu castigo, no voy a parar mi camino
You closed all the doors to my futureCerraste todas las puertas de mi futuro
Chaining me to that dark alleyEncadenándome a ese callejón oscuro
I get angry at girls who write to me privatelyTengo, rabia de las chicas que me escriben por privado
They are harvesting the garden, from what you have sown for meEstán recogiendo la huerta, de lo que tú me has sembrado
Even if it's not their fault, I still doubt nowAunque no tengan la culpa ahora siempre dudo
By avoiding pain you made me insecurePor evitar el dolor me hiciste inseguro

And it's not, now that my life has changedY es que no, ahora que ha cambiado mi vida
After what you begged for when you got it, you leaveDespués de lo que rogastes al conseguirlo te piras
The clock stopped at 12El reloj se paró marcando las 12
Just at the same time that you left that nightJusto en el mismo momento que marchaste aquella noche
Blaming my head saying I was crazyAcusando a mi cabeza diciendo que estaba loco
While your mouth is constantly kissing anotherMientras tu boca se besa constantemente con otro
Denying every moment my feelings so brokenNegando cada momento mis sentimientos tan rotos
Many people know me and have sent me many photosMe conoce mucha gente y me han pasado tantas fotos
Apart from that, that weight that stays between usAparte de eso, ese peso que se queda entre nosotros
It's like a sixth sense, I've noticed it from the beginningEs como un sexto sentido desde el principio lo noto
With every broken tear is one more point that I become exhaustedCon cada lágrima rota es un punto más que me agoto
I'm a Ferrari at 200, but I can't find a driverSoy un Ferrari a 200, pero no encuentro piloto
And of course I wish I had the remote controlY por supuesto que ojalá tuviera el control remoto
And if I knew the future would be happy onlineY supiera el futuro sería happy online
I have a golden lamp that no matter how much I rub itTengo una lámpara dorada que por más que la froto
That carpet of my life is broken can offlineEsa alfombra de mi vida is broken can offline

Now I look in the mirror and I don't even know who he isAhora me miro en el espejo y no sé ni quién es él
When I come across his name I can't even look at himCuando me cruzo con su nombre no lo puedo ni ver
I don't know if it's anger or love, but it makes my skin crawlNo sé si es rabia o es amor, pero se me eriza la piel
Sometimes it seems like I smell her perfume whenA veces parece que huelo su perfume cuando
There is nothing close that can be comparedNo hay nada cerca que se pueda parecer
A rose in the black desert perhapsUna rosa en el desierto de color negro tal vez
A parallel planet so similar and so closeUn planeta paralelo tan parecido y tan cerca
From a reality that I have never managed to understandDe una realidad que nunca he conseguido entender

Now the years have passed and I'm still broken insideAhora han pasado los años y sigo roto por dentro
I still feel that pain, so I can't concentrateSigo sintiendo ese daño, por lo que no me concentro
And other women took care of me, I swearY otras mujeres me cuidaron, te lo juro
And because of you I make them feel that dark thingY por tu culpa les hago sentir eso oscuro
They don't deserve to suffer for that pastNo se merecen sufrir por ese pasado
What built your jealousy, your outbursts so badQue construyeron tus celos, tus arrebatos tan malos
It's like banging your head against a wallEs como darte cabezazos contra un muro
I hardly speak anymore, it seems like I'm muteYa casi no hablo ahora parece que soy mudo

And it is not, with what I have been my neighborhoodY es que no, con lo que yo he sido mi barrio
I raise my voice with my people, I raise the microphone on stageAlce la voz con mi gente, alzo el micro en escenarios
It is better not to hang out with someone who clouds your visionEs mejor, no juntarse con quien te nubla
A bright sun in the sky and something that makes you cover yourselfUn Sol brillante en el cielo y algo que hace que te cubra
It's worse, I know you left yoursEs peor, sé que tú dejaste a los tuyos
For having a person who told you that they loved youPor tener una persona, que te decía que te amaba
And with the passage of time, you saw yourself alone and I sensedY que con el paso del tiempo, te viste solo e intuyo
That person will now be with someone else in his bedQue esa persona ahora mismo estará con otro en su cama

Now I look in the mirror and I don't even know who he isAhora me miro en el espejo y no sé ni quién es él
When I come across his name I can't even look at himCuando me cruzo con su nombre no lo puedo ni ver
I don't know if it's anger or love, but it makes my skin crawlNo sé si es rabia o es amor, pero se me eriza la piel
Sometimes it seems like I smell her perfume whenA veces parece que huelo su perfume cuando
There is nothing close that can be comparedNo hay nada cerca que se pueda parecer
A rose in the black desert perhapsUna rosa en el desierto de color negro tal vez
A parallel planet so similar and so closeUn planeta paralelo tan parecido y tan cerca
From a reality that I have never managed to understandDe una realidad que nunca he conseguido entender

There is a monster in my head that no matter how much I prayHay un monstruo en mi cabeza que por más que reza
It doesn't leave me, it never stops, it goes through me, and it advises meNo me deja, nunca cesa, me atraviesa, y me aconseja
That I remember herQue me acuerde de ella