I Don't Wanna Be Here

Never have to ask me more than once
I'm full time by choice
I have not slept through the oppurtunities you've missed
Sometimes i'm feelin' fine, but
All in a moment's time
It all changes and i long for better days
Then then i'll wait more time
For someone to cheer me up
You tell me i'm not enough
Well, what's new?
I guess i don't understand
Maybe that's god's plan
Because you won't accept me
For the way that i am
And i scream
I, i don't wanna be here (don't wanna be here)
I, i don't wanna be here
With you
So now that i've been too honest
Do you wanna talk about us?
I say we stick to a plan
'cause i'm tired of being inconsistent
You can stop lookin' at me that way
I'm pretty happy alone anyway
I don't need you to justify my life
And why i'm livin'
Next time i scream in the mirror
At least i'll see things clearer
I can only blame one person
For the mess that's been made
I will stand tall and through it all
I won't be too afraid to fall
And i'll try to leae you a glimmer
Of the hope that i'm feelin'
'cause
I, i don't wanna be here (don't wanna be here)
I, i don't wanna be here
With you
Next time i scream in the mirror
I hope i'll see things clearer
It's time for me to enjoy
These things i have worked so hard for
Sorry, i'm on my way
I can't live this another day
I won't stop. my words, they came along
And linger in me
I, i don't wanna be here (don't wanna be here)
I, i don't wanna be here
Thanks to jenna for these lyrics