I was down, feeding off of your energy
Stuck inside promises of yesterday
I was rushed into different state of mind
You grow fast when you put your fears aside

Still, I try to find the reasons
Still, I'm trying to forgive all my cold demons
And still I try to fight the reasons
Why I'm born to lose again your light
And survive these seasons
You're the reason

So weak, so lost I can hardly speak
It's on me, I'm the monster you'll always see
I was wrong, I could never handle this
Losing you was the only way to set me free
Set me free, set me free

Still, I try to find the reasons
Trying to forgive all my cold demons
But still, I try to fight the reasons
Born to lose again your light
And survive these seasons

Reach out, I'm not afraid anymore
Losing sight seemed to be the cure
All the reasons are withdrawn

Still, I try to find the reasons
Trying to forgive all my cold demons
Still, I try to fight the reasons
Why I had to fail to save your light
And survive these seasons

I don't wanna lose you once again
Turn you in one of the seasons