I'm Not Gonna Cry

Don't ask me how I'm doing
When I got your baggage under my eyes
You wanna know who I've been screwing
Babe, I'm just tryna get out alive

I'm putting on my makeup
Glueing all the pieces of me I got left
I'll hold it all together
I'm not eating, least I'll look good in this dress, so

I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry
I'm not gonna cry tonight
No, not tonight, no
I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry
I'm not gonna cry tonight
No, not tonight
It's gonna get better, it's gonna get worse
But I'ma keep dancing as if it doesn't hurt, no
I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry
I'm not gonna cry tonight
No, not tonight, no

Bet you thought that I'd be crawling
Back to you as soon as I'm drunk
But baby don't expect my calling
I'm sad but I'm good dancing alone

I'm putting on my makeup
Glueing all the pieces of me I got left
I'll hold it all together
I'm not eating, least I'll look good in this dress, so

I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry
I'm not gonna cry tonight
No, not tonight, no
I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry
I'm not gonna cry tonight
No, not tonight
It's gonna get better, it's gonna get worse
But I'ma keep dancing as if it doesn't hurt, no
I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry
I'm not gonna cry tonight
No, not tonight

No, I'm not eating Ice Cream in my bedroom
Waiting for that text saying you want me
And I'll drive over like some weak little bitch
I'll let you kiss me, it's familiar in the worst kind of way
But unlike you, I learn from my mistakes

I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry
I'm not gonna cry tonight
No, not tonight