​I Want To Live Forever When I Die

I was just falling in love
Now I'm falling apart
Band-Aids all over my heart
Stitches all over my scars
Convinced that if I was in love
You wouldn't have fallen out of love
Everything would remind you of me
I'd run through your veins painfully

Would you watch me fall?
And I swallowed every pill to numb it all
Am I a distant memory you barely recall?
I know, I can't let go
Your promises stay, stuck in my bones
I cry
I wanna live forever when I die
So please, don't just forget me overnight
You know you're on my mind
So don't let me go, no, don't even try

Talking to imaginary friends
Even they will hatе me in the end
I havе a thing for getting too attached
To people who don't love me back
That's why
I wanna stay forever on your mind
I wanna live forever when I die
I wanna haunt all of your nights for the rest of your life

I watch you fall
And I swallow every pill to numb it all
I'll be a distant memory you barely recall
I know, I can't let go
Your promises stay, stuck in my bones
I cry
I wanna live forever when I die
So please, don't just forget me overnight
You know you're on my mind
So don't let me go, no, don't even try