In My Head

I don't know where I've been
(I've been)
I can't let these feelings just get in my head
(My head)
I couldn't repent, it's too many sins
I don't know where I've been
(I've been)
All I know is I need a place to rest my head
A face to share what I haven't said
Fuck what I know
I won't do this again
Fuck what I feel
I'm not losing a friend today
I'm already wasting myself away
I don't know what to say to myself

Most of the time you throw me a line
You bend on your knees and you pray
I promise I'm trying, in time I can change
Been here a while alone at the table
Table for two, what was I thinking?
I started drinking and thinking 'bout you
You didn't show up
So what can I do?
What can I do?
Drown in this bottle of booze

I hope you know you're precious to me
(You're precious to me)
'Cause I really mean it
I know I never say what I feel
(Say what I feel)
But now it's different
There's been something bothering me
(Bothering me)
Only you can hear this

I know that I can put you through hell
(Put you through hell)
And I can't believe it
I know that I got nobody else
(Nobody else!)
What am I thinking?
It doesn't seem that me by myself can ever fix things
(Ever fix things, ever)

I don't wanna
I don't wanna
(Leave anybody.)
I just wanna
I just wanna
(Please everybody!)
I'm a loner
I'm a goner
I don't really know who I am

I don't wanna
I don't wanna
(Leave anybody.)
I just wanna
I just wanna
(Please everybody!)
I'm a loner
I'm a goner
I don't really know who I am