You Wont Catch Me Crying

Look at all these pretty people on my phone
And they all seem like they're having a good time
And I wonder if I'm living life all wrong
But at least I've learned to put on a good disguise

Cause you won't catch me crying
I guess we're all pretending to be fine
No one wants to hear what's really on my mind
I'm not the only one who's trying to survive
Cause you won't catch me crying
I guess we're all pretending to be fine
No one wants to hear what's really on my mind
I'm not the only one who's trying to survive

Feels like everyone around you bids your time
While you're stuck replaying moments that were mine
And I hate how saying nothing is a sign
That I'm slowly getting cut out of your timeline

You won't catch me crying
I guess we're all pretending to be fine
No one wants to hear what's really on my mind
I'm not the only one who's trying to survive
Cause you won't catch me crying
I guess we're all pretending to be fine
No one wants to hear what's really on my mind
I'm not the only one who's trying to survive

Baby, I mistook the way you looked at me
Baby, I believed in things you couldn't see
I keep trying not to fall apart at three
But some nights take more out of me

You won't catch me crying
I guess we're all pretending to be fine
No one wants to hear what's really on my mind
I'm not the only one who's trying to survive
Cause you won't catch me crying
Stare until the sunlight paints the ceiling white
Blurry party photos, watch you from outside
Feels like you're somebody now I can't recognize