Mil lagrimas

A Thousand Tears

Mil lagrimas

A thousand salty tearsMil lagrimas saladas
are shed from my eyes and I don't know,se derraman por mis ojos y no se,
neither the reason nor the why.ni el motivo ni el porqué.
It's a whim, it's a craving,Es un capricho, es un antojo,
of those that I left behind long ago,de esos que hace tiempo que dejé,
and now it's back to lose me.y ahora me vuelve a perder.

And I'll see tomorrow,Y ya veré mañana,
if I look out the window,si miro a la ventana,
if the sun deigns to appear.si el sol se digna a aparecer.
I haven't thought about anything yet,Aún no he pensado en nada,
don't know if I feel likeno se si tengo ganas
seeing the flowers bloom.de ver las flores florecer.

Everything traps me, I shrink,Todo me atrapa, yo me encojo,
the world sinks on top of my skinse hunde el mundo encima de mi piel
and I hit a wall.y le pego a una pared.
I glance at my life sideways,Miro a mi vida de reojo,
don't know if it's wrong or if it's rightno se si está mal o si está bien
and I don't want to know.y no lo quiero saber.

And I take missteps,Y doy pasos en falso,
and suddenly I jump,y de repente salto,
I've gone back.he vuelto a retroceder
Now I don't fall,ahora no me caigo,
something is missing for that,para eso falta algo,
there I could go crazy.ahí podria enloquecer.

I stain the dawn againVuelvo a manchar la madrugada
with a special ink.con una tinta especial.
Ink from the sea, salty ink,Tinta del mar, tinta salada,
that wets an old portal.que moja un viejo portal.

It's this anger, it's this rage,Es esta ira, es esta rabia,
how quickly it comes and goeslo pronto que viene y que se va
who gave it permission to enter.quien le dio permiso a entrar.
A caress or a slapUna caricia o bofetada
costs so little to give awaycuesta tan poquito regalar
that it's not always real.que no siempre es de verdad.

I know I'm wrong,Ya se que me equivoco,
I mess up little by little,la cago poco a poco,
but it's hard for me to react.pero me cuesta reaccionar.
I know myself so badly,Que mal que me conozco,
I try to play dumb,intento hacerme el loco,
you're not going to escape this one.de esta no vas a escapar.