Rasen no Kioku

naze kono yubi wa
kokoro shimetsukerareru tabi ni
watashi no kono nodo wo
jikan kakete tsubushiteku no darou
kono kioku wa
yokubou wo mitashitsudzukeru ga tame ni
isshun de ai subeki hito no namae sae mo
wasurerareru no darou

demo tsumi wo seou koto wo nozonde nado nai
akuma no yukue wo watashi ga yurushite iru

itsu kara konna ni kowakunatta no
hikari wo mezasu beki koto ga
nando tsumi wo kasanetsudzuketemo
kono kokoro wa
kowarenai koto mo wakatte iru noni

kidzukeba owari wo negatte
hajimari wo koroshiteta
uragaeshi no kotoba de shika
tashikamerarenai kizuna wa karande yuku
owaranai kagayaki ga aru koto wa
shinjirarenaide iru kedo
zutto zutto watashi no mae kara
kienaide ite hoshii

ai dake ga ima kara demo
osokunai koto kidzukasete kureru no ka
kokoro wo motsu sekai ni
umareta akashi to shite

tashika na mono ga nan na no ka
wakaranaku naru hodo kizutsukeattemo
kono me de mieru mono mo mienai mono mo
sawarenai kokoro mo ai setara

oroka na umi ni oboreta toki datte
kasuka na nozomi kabatte koreta no wa
soredemo kizuna wo tsunaide ite kureta kara

osanai koro kara osoreteta
kurai umi de oborete shimau koto
soredemo haiagareru kokoro wo mamotte yukitai
sagashite yukitai

ikutsuka no deai hitotsu hitotsu
watashi ga watashi de aru tame no
kiseki da to kidzuite ikitai

kore ijou jibun wo korosanai you ni
kore ijou kokoro korosanai you ni