Delusional Deranged

The way you wrapped 'round my body was like you needed me
You let me go like a feather that's taken by the breeze
It felt so real for me, a motherfucking fever dream
But I was easy to forget

All the times you cried telling me, you're not the man you wanna be
I picked you up, collected all the pieces
All the shit you said but never did, all the promises you never kept
I was just delusional deranged

For thinking you would change
I think we're finally even
Don't be mad at me for finally fucking leaving
Water under the bridge
All of our memories going up in flames
I'm delusional deranged
For thinking you would change

Got our reasons, too much to deal with
I know that feeling, every time it rains
I find myself staring up at the ceiling
Counting all the reasons

Why I shoulda hit block on the first night
But I let you keep me up all night
I was just delusional deranged

For thinking you would change
I think we're finally even
Don't be mad at me for finally fucking leaving
Water under the bridge
All of our memories going up in flames
I'm delusional deranged

For thinking you would change
All the times you cried telling me, you're not the man you wanna be
I picked you up, collected all the pieces
All the shit you said but never did, all the promises you never kept
I was just delusional deranged

For thinking you would change
I think we're finally even
Don't be mad at me for finally fucking leaving
Water under the bridge
All of our memories going up in flames
I'm delusional deranged
For thinking you would change