The History Behind (그렇지 않아)

The History Behind (That's Not It)

The History Behind (그렇지 않아)

Familiar back figure was you
익숙한 뒷모습 너였어
iksukan dwinmoseup neoyeosseo
It was as amazing as it was
신기할 만큼 그대로였으니까
sin-gihal mankeum geudaeroyeosseunikka
Recognizing you at a glance
한눈에 널 알아채고선
hannune neol arachaegoseon
What should I say
어떤 말을 할까
eotteon mareul halkka
As I ponder
고민하는 새
gominhaneun sae
You getting closer
가까워지는 너
gakkawojineun neo

Back then, I was really young
그땐 내가 참 어려서
geuttaen naega cham eoryeoseo
I didn't even know my own heart
내 마음도 몰라서
nae ma-eumdo mollaseo
That's how I spent it
그렇게 보냈어
geureoke bonaesseo
Are you doing well?
잘 지내고 있니
jal jinaego inni
You ask me
묻는 네게
munneun nege

That's not it
그렇지 않아
geureochi ana
Not even for a moment could I forget you
한순간도 널 잊지 못해서
hansun-gando neol itji motaeseo
I wanted to hold on
붙잡고 싶었는데
butjapgo sipeonneunde
But seeing you smile
웃고 있는 널 보니까
utgo inneun neol bonikka
Makes me say that
하게 되는 그 말
hage doeneun geu mal
Yeah, I'm doing well
응 난 잘 지내
eung nan jal jinae
Just like you
너만큼이나
neomankeumina

You still shine like the sun
여전히 넌 햇살 같아서
yeojeonhi neon haetsal gataseo
Melting my cold heart like spring
추운 내 맘이 봄처럼 녹아내려
chuun nae mami bomcheoreom noganaeryeo
Yesterday, as if I had forgotten you completely
어젠 널 다 잊은 것처럼
eojen neol da ijeun geotcheoreom
Meeting friends
친구들을 만나서
chin-gudeureul mannaseo
Now I'm fine
이젠 괜찮아
ijen gwaenchana
I tried so hard to get over it
애써 넘겼었는데
aesseo neomgyeosseonneunde

The moment you came in front of me
내 앞에 네가 온 순간
nae ape nega on sun-gan
My crumbling lies
무너진 내 거짓말
muneojin nae geojinmal
Seeing you doing well
잘 지내 보여서
jal jinae boyeoseo
I'm really relieved
정말 다행이야
jeongmal dahaeng-iya
To your smiling face
웃는 네게
unneun nege

That's not it
그렇지 않아
geureochi ana
Not even for a moment could I forget you
한순간도 널 잊지 못해서
hansun-gando neol itji motaeseo
I wanted to hold on
붙잡고 싶었는데
butjapgo sipeonneunde
But seeing you smile
웃고 있는 널 보니까
utgo inneun neol bonikka
Makes me say that
하게 되는 그 말
hage doeneun geu mal
Yeah, I'm doing well
응 난 잘 지내
eung nan jal jinae
Just like you
너만큼이나
neomankeumina

If I say goodbye, will it really be the end?
인사를 건네면 정말로 끝일까 봐
insareul geonnemyeon jeongmallo kkeuchilkka bwa
Just spouting meaningless words
의미 없는 말만 늘어놔
uimi eomneun malman neureonwa
You, who haven't changed at all
변한 게 없는 너
byeonhan ge eomneun neo
That's what I hate
그게 미운 거야
geuge miun geoya
You were everything to me
내겐 전부였었던 너
naegen jeonbuyeosseotdeon neo

Don't do that
그러지 말아
geureoji mara
Your comfortable expressions and tone
친구처럼 편해진
chin-gucheoreom pyeonhaejin
Like friends
표정과 말투들이
pyojeonggwa maltudeuri
Freeze me
나를 얼어붙게 해
nareul eoreobutge hae
How painful those moments are
얼마나 아픈 순간인지
eolmana apeun sun-ganinji
You wouldn't know
넌 모를 테니까
neon moreul tenikka

Turning away from you
돌아서는 널
doraseoneun neol
Just looking at you
바라만 보는 내가
baraman boneun naega
I hate it so much
미치도록 싫지만
michidorok siljiman
But if you look back, I'll run to you and say
네가 돌아본다면 나 달려가 말할게
nega dorabondamyeon na dallyeoga malhalge
No, I can't let you go
아니 널 못 보내
ani neol mot bonae
I have to be with you
난 너여야 해
nan neoyeoya hae

That's not it
그렇지 않아
geureochi ana
My crumbling lies
무너진 내 거짓말
muneojin nae geojinmal