Heartbreaking Music

I've already come to terms
With bridges I have burned
We all make mistakes
Keep preparing for the worst
So it won't seem adverse
Just like we rehearsed
Click, two, three, heartbreaking music
So close to loss we use it
How much honesty's healthy
Say what's on your mind
The only way to be
The drugs are only for dessert
Do your homework first
We don't administer the cure for that thirst
'Cause it's always been heartbreaking music
So close to death we use it
Killing
Writing this over and over
It will never mend
I am the jest malignant cell
Playwright to your hell
I think I knew you well
But I wish I were as smart as you
I could I have changed your mind
Would of, should of, the question 'til I die
But it's always been heartbreaking music
So close to life we abuse it Killing