Even If I Did

Haven't played the piano, in what feels like a year
Haven't slept, haven't tried to, since you were last here
I don't know how you, knew how to, move on
Less than a month, and you found someone new
While I lie awake just dreaming of you
I don’t know how you, knew how to, move on

So I play at bars and hope you’ll wander in
And you’ll want me back but now and again
I remind myself, things wouldn’t be the same, even if you did
Still, I play your favorites
Even ones I don’t like
And I sing the sadness out into the mic
And I pretend I know how to rebegin
'Cause without you things wouldn't be the same
Even if I did

Thought about quitting music
Don't know how to go on
Without writing your name into every song
And I don't know how you, knew how to, move on

So I play at bars and hope you’ll wander in
And you’ll want me back but now and again
I remind myself, things wouldn’t be the same, even if you did
Still, I play your favorites
Even ones I don’t like
And I sing the sadness out into the mic
And I pretend I know how to rebegin
'Cause without you things wouldn't be the same
Even if I did
Even if I did
Even if I did

So I play at bars and hope you’ll wander in
And you’ll want me back but now and again
I remind myself, things wouldn’t be the same, even if you did
Still, I play your favorites
Even ones I don’t like
And I sing the heartache out into the mic
And I pretend I know how to rebegin
'Cause without you things wouldnt be the same
Without you things couldn't be the same
Without you, I'll never be the same