Every Time

Yeah sometimes I feel empty
Never sure of what I’m supposed to feel
All around me there’s plenty
Of people who don’t care enough to be real

Yeah I feel like hurting
Anytime I try to heel
I lied I’m not okay
I just wish you’d feel the way I feel

But you don’t
I’m standing in my room
And it’s 3 am
Singing about you
Losing my mind
Listening to the Moon
Then I try to remind
Of all the brightest times
But I can’t stop myself from slipping away

Every time
You’re not there
I search the room
Hope to see you near
All my life
Waiting for something
Can’t go one more night
Alone

Yeah all the time I get so scared
Paint scenarios in my head
Then can’t get them out

I search the room for something
To distract me from myself
But I can’t get away from the crowd

So I don’t
I keep standing in my room
When it’s 3 am
And I'm singing about you
Losing my mind
Listening to the Moon
Then I try to remind
Myself of the brightest times
But I can’t stop myself from going slipping away

Every time
You’re not there
I search the room
Hope to see you near
All my life
Waiting for something
Can’t go one more night
Alone