'Script On A Bottle

If I could say no
If I couldn't feel this
I wouldn't be at a door looking for
Someone else who could heal this
If it wasn't so strong
If it wasn't so often
I wouldn't be in a room where I knew
There were clothes coming off in
But my head is pounding
Can't breathe I'm drowning
So medicate it
Won't complicate it

Keep it clean
This isn't a thing
A daily routine
A 'script on a bottle
Twice a day to manage the pain
But it messed with my brain
When this got horizontal
Keep you in reach next to my bed
In case I need another 'script on a bottle

Now that I'm low
Now that I'm sober
You got me chasing that first high
Now That it's over
Wish I could kick it
Wish I could flush it
Wish I could trick my mind into
thinking that I didn't love it

Can't check myself in
Wasn't my intention
To get so lost in
This intervention

Keep it clean
This isn't a thing
A daily routine
A 'script on a bottle
Twice a day to manage the pain
But it messed with my brain
When this got horizontal
Keep you in reach next to my bed
In case I need another 'script on a bottle

When you're around everything changes
It helps me deal
I spend a lot of time thinking about
How good it feels
I don't want to crash
Don't want to ever be
Back in my old reality
I prefer the pharmacy

Keep it clean
This isn't a thing
A daily routine
A 'script on a bottle
Twice a day to manage the pain
But it messed with my brain
When this got horizontal
Keep you in reach next to my bed
In case I need another 'script on a bottle