The Repentance

It felt so real, that fearful dream
My frightened eyes were drowning in tears

That horrid smell of an opiate hell
Reverted dreads and unending despair

Woeful man, remorse, regret
The only thing that is left is the dope

No hope, no fucking hope
Nowhere to go
I am dead to the world

Cries
Nightmares have filled my eyes
Lies
Have poisoned my consciousness
Pain
So hateful so cruel so sly
I will never be sober again

I'm thrown into disaster
There's no way to escape from this maze

And yet again
I'm trying to end this
Though I know that I already failed

Take me away, tie my hands to the faith
And kill that cursed memories

I see demise right in front of my eyes
It's gone too far
I will never survive