Growing Up

I'm afraid, I'm afraid of growing up
I'm afraid, I'm afraid of growing up
I learned early that the ones you love can turn against you
Barely 12 before the lunch bell rang, and sent me into

Empty bathroom stalls, I just want it all
Shoot myself till I get out this place
Where's my camera? 'Cause I don't think that they get the picture
No one loves you unless you're dying, rich or made of glitter

All I've left behind, was it ever mine?
Close my eyes and watch it fade away
Time, is so hard for me to trust
And time, will I ever have enough

I'm afraid of growing up
I'm afraid, I'm afraid of growing up
I'm afraid of growing up
I'm afraid of growing up

Fuck their expectations, I'll make my own reputation
A little older now, but that's no cause for celebration
I've been through way too much, this body's out of touch
And I lost myself somewhere in LA

Time, is so hard for me to trust
And time, will I ever have enough

I'm afraid of growing up
I'm afraid, I'm afraid of growing up
I'm afraid of growing up
I'm afraid of growing up

Late nights, bright lights
I know I'll miss these times
Tonight, let's ride
Don't wanna waste my life

I'm afraid of growing up

I just wanna be young tonight
Don't wanna worry about tomorrow
I just wanna be young tonight
And dance the dance on my own
I just wanna be young tonight
'Cause once it's gone, it can't be borrowed
I just wanna be young tonight
And dance the dance on my own

I just wanna be young tonight
Don't wanna worry about tomorrow
I just wanna be young tonight
And dance the dance all on my own
I just wanna be young tonight
'Cause once it's gone, it can't be borrowed
I just wanna be young tonight
And dance the dance all on my own

I'm afraid, I'm afraid of growing up
I'm afraid of growing up