Thunder Of The Beginning

You said beautiful things to me
Only to turn them into curses later on
How naive was I to believe?
I was a puppet, ready to be controlled
And if I'm the source of your manipulation
What are you without me?
I'm the energy, the rain that connects the wires
You need me, only me

It was a fine line
We had everything under control
Until the road changed
Our hands parted
The rope that held us together
Broke the moment the storm began

I felt butterflies in my stomach
I felt your touch on my skin
I felt your lips on mine

It was the thunder of the beginning
It was a familiar line, a pedestal for you
I cried in the rain, dead flowers were sent in the mail
I knew it was you, I always knew
My blue sky, turned gray, the rain falling with a great breeze
It was the thunder of the beginning
A guilt we'll carry for the rest of our lives
I was broken and you were alone

(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, thunder from the beginning)
(Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, thunder from the beginning)

All the letters I've written
With my best words
My worst tears
You seemed to feel, you tried to persuade me
I was the thread that carried your lies
I was the ocean you bathed in

I felt butterflies in my stomach
I felt your touch on my skin
I felt your lips on mine

It was the thunder of the beginning
It was a familiar line, a pedestal for you
I cried in the rain, dead flowers were sent in the mail
I knew it was you, I always knew
My blue sky, turned gray, the rain falling with a great breeze
It was the thunder of the beginning
A guilt we'll carry for the rest of our lives
I was broken and you were alone

(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, thunder from the beginning)
(Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, thunder from the beginning)

When I'm turning blue
Don't come and save me
I'll finally be free
I know we're far away
That the wind has separated us
But you don't have to come back
I can already feel the air on my shoulders
I already feel that this is where I'll stay

It was the thunder of the beginning
It was a familiar line, a pedestal for you
I cried in the rain, dead flowers were sent in the mail
I knew it was you, I always knew
My blue sky, turned gray, the rain falling with a great breeze
It was the thunder of the beginning
A guilt we'll carry for the rest of our lives
I was broken and you were alone

(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, thunder from the beginning)
(Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, thunder from the beginning)